I am so hurt!

Oh my first best, my heart is dying! Where are you? Now that I need you so much, where are you? It's a night of loneliness, I'm counting the pieces of my broken heart. My heart which broke when you left forever! My eyes which are full of tears for missing you! I can feel my endless pain for losing you in the lonely time!

My tender charmer, I'm missing you everyday, every moment! I see you are gone and I can't reach you anymore! I listen to your heart singing and I can't help tolerating your deep pain!

My lovely man, do you hear I'm crying? Do you see I'm burning? I just think of you and your heart! I pray for you! I need you my dearest dear! I'm waiting for you to take my lonely hand! In this desperate days, I just think of losing you! I just feel falling in love with you and there is no one who can hear the voice of my broken heart!

Now my lonely sad heart is dying just for you , for your sorrow and your misery! I AM SO HURT! I'm so hurt to see YOU'RE HURT!

Do you know I'm crying just for you, my truest love just for your pain, just for your loneliness? Who knows how broken my heart is? Who knows how I'm feeling and how much I cry?

I close my eyes and I see you're going , I hear you're crying in your loneliest time, I feel your spirit was suffering! Do you know how I feel about you my dear angle?

But now you're gone and there is a huge emptiness deep in my heart! There is a big missing place for your steps!

What can I tell you, how can I beg you to come back to me? I want to look at the stars in your glassy eyes, I want to see the sunrise on your tender smile and I want to feel the width of the ocean in your warm embrace, I want to hold anything that's part of you, I want to love you forever!

Don't go Daddy!

Oh daddy, please don't go!

You are my pride , my joy!

You are everything I have, please don't go!

I know, I know daddy, you are in a lot of pain, I know it's difficult for you to go on, I know you are really really tired, I'm so sorry!

Daddy, I know, you have so many missing places in your heart and YOU ARE SO HURT!

Daddy , I know , you are struggling to keep going and you are hopeless!

Daddy , I know , YOU ARE SO LONELY , as you used to be all your life!

Daddy, I know , you can't bear no more pain and your flesh is too weak to carry your deep soul!

Daddy , I know , you are burning and you need to rest!

My dear daddy, my love, I know you need peace and sleep , but please don't go!

You said ," I need somebody to lean on! " , Daddy I need you so!

You said ,"Lonely rivers cry, wait for me, wait for me, I'll be coming home , wait for me!" And I'm still waiting for you , my sweet daddy!

You said ,"No one would care , no one would cry , if I should live or die!" and my dear I'm crying for losing you darling!

Daddy, my dear daddy, I missed you so much! I can't wait to see you , I can't be away from you!

I need your arms to rest in! I need you to hug me as strong as your love is! I need you to put your kind hand on my face! I need that blessing so much!

Oh,my darling, I need you to take my hand and I need to kiss your hand with all my love!

I need your loving look, that burning fire, that generous tenderness , that love which you share as you look at me!

I need that sweet pretty smile of yours full of generosity and hope! And want to cry with all my love for those tears of yours! When you look at me with those stars in your eyes , I can't close my eyes without seeing you every minute!

Oh, my lonely dad, I'm so lonely! I'm so cold! I need you! I need your embrace! I want your warm chest to sleep in peace ! I beg you! please come to me! I beg you! Please hold me in your arms, as tight as you can!

I beg you daddy, don't leave me! Please , please listen to my plea!

I know you want to fly, but please take me with you and I'll be never apart from you!I'll always stay with you and your love! I will never lose you again, but please take me with you!I beg you!

Any time I look at your tender eyes, I can't believe you closed them!

Any time I hear your voice, I can't believe you are silent!

Any time I watch you walking with your strong steps, I can't believe you were laid down forever!

Anytime I see your warm chest holding that beating warm heart, I can't believe it's lifeless now!

But you're gone! So long ago! And I'm left with loneliness, and there is nothing I can do!

I just wish I can see you! I wish I can feel your tender embrace! I wish I can hold your warm hand!

Daddy , my sweet daddy, my real sunshine, my strong mountain, my lonely ocean, my sweet rose, my king and my best man, please don't leave me! Please don't leave me in the darkness! please don't leave me so alone!

Here is the day you left, please take me with you, I need you forever, my darling!please, I beg you ,

DON'T GO DADDY !

You're the only star in my blue heaven

You're the only star in my blue heaven,

And I'm waiting just for you.

You're the only star in my blue heaven,

And in dreams your face I see.

Well you're the guiding light,

That brightens up the night,

And I see your face in my dreams.

You're the only star in my blue heaven,

And I'm waiting just for you!

He is looking at us!

Today is the first day of his week! It's the time for us to fly our hearts and send our love to our sweetheart! He is just listening to us! He is looking at us with that deep warm eyes!

He left along time ago. He was so tired and weak physically, but his tender heart was full of love! Love for us , for people, for his baby, for life and also for God!

During his last year, King did over 146 concert all over the USA.They would make him weaker and sicker, but he didn't think about himself as always! He did it just for the people who loved him and he really loved them. His close friends said that after any performing , he would get worse, every time it would make him more exhausted and he was bearing deadly pain , but again the next time he would stand on the stage with that sweet smile but unbearable pain and let his heart out to people!

Isn't that love? he devoted his love, his life and his health to us! He knew he was going soon and he wanted to be more with his people, so he devoted his health and stood with that hard pain!

And he was very happy and thankful to his God that he could still sing! What a man! He could have gotten more rest , but he annoyed himself with the pain and show his love to us! He never thought about himself. He never cared about his comfort! He just wanted to do something that people loved! He said ," God loves me that I can still sing! I'm very thankful !"

Now it's been thirty long years since God took him from us but, I can still feel his love! His love is as hot as it used to be! When I look at him I see a lonely man with the kindest eyes full of tears! I see a strong man that I love to get warmed in his arms! I see helpful tender hands which I wish to have over my head and innocent fingers that I need to feel through my hair! I hear a deep strong voice which is full of nostalgia! the voice full of sadness and cry! I listen to it and I hear his heart crying down deep and I can't help crying! I want to touch this shaking loving heart and feel dignity! I want him to hold me in that loving supporting arms!

Now he is looking at us after those many years and the heaven is the only place he can rest .

He is looking at us with his love and care for us! He didn't forget us and he likes us not to forget him and his inner soul! He wanted to be remembered for good and he is really! I can't forget his kind loving personality, his innocent look and his trustworthy shoulders! He is looking at us from heaven and he is smiling to the people who think about him and remember his good nature!

I'll remember you , THE KING OF HEARTS !

I look far away! It's sunset and there is a huge burning fire in the sea! as huge as the sea! The sea is burning! There is a man as endless as the sea, as pure as the sea . You can see the sunset burning in his eyes , the eternity in his look . He looks with that pain and I feel how sad he was!

He looks like the rainy sky and his tears are falling like stars of sorrow! His deep smile and his shaking hands call my heart to feel his pain ! that lonely smile , from that lonely heart! Those loving tender warm hands which loved to take helpless hands and warm them , help them, protect them!

But now, that smile is vanished! those eyes are closed! those hands are gone!That look is passed! Yes, the man is gone! The king is back to the sky! He is silent forever!

I found a great song which he performed in his last concert! It's sad and emotional! I saw it in a video, he sat, played the piano himself and, sang this beautiful song! I feel the pain in his voice and his body!

He shared his love with us in this song and now I want to share my love with him , I write it down ! He lets his heart free and sings it again and I fly in his sky!

the name is UNCHAINED MELODY , I'm listening to him now and he's watching the sunset and smiling kindly !

Unchained Melody

Oh , my love , my darling ,

I've hungered for your love , a long lonely time.

And time goes by , so slowly, and time can do so much ,

Are you , still mine?

I need your love , I need your love ,

God speed your love to me.

Lonely rivers flow to the sea , to the sea ,

To the open arms of the sea ,

Lonely rivers cry, wait for me , wait for me

I'll be coming home , wait for me.

Oh , my love , my darling ,

I've hungered for your love a long lonely time.

And time goes by , so slowly , and time can do so much.

Are you , still mine?

I need your love , I need your love ,

God speed your love to me.

Dear love , ELVIS , I'm waiting for you, forever!

He knew he was going!

He knew it was near! He knew it was about to come so soon! He was in a lot of pain and misery.

He was so tired. He was too broken to go on. He was looking for sun and for the sky. His heart was full of pain and sorrow. He was just tolerating for his love! No other reason to stand, but just for Lord and just for people. He said ,"as long as I can sing and I can make people happy, I thank my god and I appreciate him for everyday I live! "

He was dealing with lots of difficulties , his body was being tortured infact because of those serious illnesses and he had become so weak. Doctors confirmed that his condition was really bad and hard to put up with. They said that his pain was really unbearable!He was getting worse and worse everyday, he was getting weaker and weaker, he was really being tortured because he could see he was getting old and lifeless! He could see that people could understand his physical weakness and that hurt him so badly! but he didn't give up! He was going through a lot of emotional pain and suffering, but he just stood tall and carried all alone!

He had a broken heart but he didn't break any hearts! He went on stage even with so much pain and frustration. He loved people and that kept him pushing that way.

But he knew he was going forever and that was coming soon! He was very sad with saying goodbye to his lovers and beloved ones. he was very unkind to himself but the kindest to friends.

He loved life and anything concerned to living , but he was really tired. It was a very short time for a great man to live but he changed the world and was really a flaming star in the dark sky!

He loved to meet his God and God definitely wanted him to rest!He could hear that , so opened his wings and got ready to fly toward sun . He left forever... !

In his heart

This is ELvis's great poem. He wrote it in a Bible , gave to one of his closest friends in 1977 , the year he died ! It's actually his heart's words to his Lord! he spoke of love to his beloved , he spoke to his God!

Let's listen to voice of his heart and his soul on his last days! let's cry with his heart and be aware of this great man's wishes!

I sit here alone , thinking , watching how the moon light's glows

Meditating upon the garden water there below ,

I've only just begun to spend my life , to have some fun

But as I think of all I've lost , the hurt hangs on ; so slow to go

I'm now full grown and called a man_ but really , is that what I am?

My heart's so young , it feels like new_

To think I'm getting old makes me very blue.

Lord , just let me laugh and be the clown I am.

Please give me dignity and grace_

So I can have the strength to face...

These final days that seems to race...

Let me have some time to do all I can

So facing death won't be such a task.

Please Lord , thy will be done , that's all I ask.

ELVIS PRESLEY , 1977

I'll remember you!

This is one of my best favorite songs which Elvis performed in Hawaii! It's so soft and full of feelings , and he sang it with his own inside! I love this song and I feel him and his memory through this great song! he also sings my name_Breeze_ very gently in this song! maybe it's a message to me, from him and his heart!

I remember him as listening to this song , and I will remember him forever!

To my best man , dear Elvis!

I'll remember you!

I'll remember you,

Long after this endless summer has gone.

I'll be lonely oh so lonely,

Living only to remember you.

I'll remember too,

Your voice as soft as the warm summer breeze,

Your sweet laughter , morning's laughter ,

Ever laughter , I'll remember you

To your arms someday , I'll return to stay.

Till then I will remember too,

Every bright star we made wishes upon.

Love me always , promise always,

Oooh, You'll remember too.

I'll remember you.